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[Feb. 9th, 2010|11:06 pm] |
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learn to love Econs. |
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[Feb. 4th, 2010|01:21 pm] |
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life for me was cut by another half last night.
oh god man, i am seriously gonna die young and panda-ish.
i don't know how many more halves i can take..
haha.
need to catch more sleep soon. if not, i'm gonna you know be all zombie-like soon. and i'll probably end up flunking every module this semester.
don't know what i'm talking about.. crap.
i won't flunk anything. :D i'm good. :D |
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[Jan. 30th, 2010|11:41 pm] |
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I had a little chat with daddy about courses to take after this diploma course. I know, I know, a few entries back, I said that I wanted to look for a degree course in tourism? Yeah. But, everywhere I look, it says,'Diploma in Tourism', 'Advanced Diploma in Tourism'. I'm like,... OKAY. Screw this. Thankfully, I signed up for the talk which took place in school. It was about courses to take in some of the Universities. I can take it over at SIM too I think. I still get the same certificate, not too bad. I don't like being too far away from home. ANYWAY, the talk was still shit lah. My butt was kissing the seat for only 15 minutes! What kind of talk is that?!
I discussed with daddy about the possible courses to take. Daddy knew that at first I didn't want to go SIM to study. He knew that I wanted to take a course in Psychology. I mean, I still do. But ever since I heard people around me go, "are you sure? It's hard you know? You won't get a good job." While my mother was like, "you should go work in those,... uhhh? What's that word ah? Ask daddy. It starts with an R and end with a Y. My customer says those kind of jobs, very good! Pay very high! Many people want to hire them!" (The word is Radiology by the way. - I think.. Hmm. But i've not interest in working under the medical side. Too much blood every month is more than enough. Spare me please.) My dad replied my mum with a, "Sally ah, please lah, let her study what she likes." My mum tries to defend herself, then this huge hoo-ha crops up. Yah, you get the point right? Anyway, dad believed that I should study something more 'business-like'. He says it's wider. He said too that I was still young, and they, my parents, wanted the best for me.
ALRIGHT, BACK TO THE POINT. - me and my stupid side-tracking. SERIOUSLY.
I was looking at the Psychology course, University at Buffalo. Then I told daddy that I was a little worried, cos it's really expensive.. I heard it was around $60000. Dad said to me,"It's not about the money, if you really like the course, and want to study that course, we'll pay." My heart softened up the moment dad said that to me. I told him about double degrees too. surprised, he replied,"oh! you want to take a double degree? I suggest you take a single degree first, then sign up for it, if you feel that it's the right direction."
Dad wants me to go research more on it, when i'm free. My cousin from Aussie is coming over to visit for a week next week, and i've four more projects to complete. So i'm gonna be really quite busy this week. :( Also, the intake for University at Buffalo is next year.. So dad asked me to go work at Sentosa during my break. How exciting! Yet again, I have to go find out more. It's not confirmed yet, shouldn't feel too happy. I may end up deciding to be fickle minded and change routes again. But highly unlikely I think. I've wanted to study Psychology for ages!! On another heavier note, I SHOULD STOP BEING SO FICKLE MINDED. |
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[Jan. 28th, 2010|11:02 pm] |
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half-way through my projects, and i barely slept for the past few days. i feel like a load of crap. i don't just feel like crap because of little sleep... - i'm sorry. |
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[Jan. 18th, 2010|11:01 pm] |
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KITTEH, KITTEH.
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[Jan. 12th, 2010|10:37 pm] |
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Zenia, Zenia, sigh.
"FOCOOOS", says lecturer.
"FOCOOOS", I tell myself.
OTQM file and textbook opened, and i'm feeling 15. Not 20, but 15.
Well done Zenia. |
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[Jan. 11th, 2010|09:11 pm] |
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my 20th birthday is a blast. i wanna thank everyone for the greetings and the lovely gifts. :D appreciated and loved much. ♥
alright.. so...
♥ dinner at Akashi with family last night. ♥ ♥ ♥
♥ present from Kim. ♥
♥ many birthday greetings
♥ slept
♥ more birthday greetings
♥ went to school, was at the bus stop waiting for the bus
♥ when coincidentally, udai and his chauffeur drove passed the bus stop while i was at.
♥ sent me to school.
♥ surprise celebration. - chocolate cake :D thanks all! ♥ ♥ ♥
♥ more greetings.
♥ a card from friends, made by ana. ♥
♥ a little present from jumpy microecons lecturer.
♥ dinner with awwwww.
♥ present from awwwww. ♥
♥ went home.
♥ more greetings.
♥ waiting for kimerie to be back
♥ to cut second cake of the day with family. ♥ ♥ ♥
:D thank you all. love you all mak mak!! :D
i'm taking my btt tmr morning.
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[Jan. 8th, 2010|06:18 pm] |
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i wanna go in to the tourism industry after this. i wanna be able to break that speech barrier. i wanna go look up for degrees that brings me to tourism. |
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[Jan. 6th, 2010|09:45 pm] |
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I'm beginning to feel worried. 4 modules, 8 projects to be done in two months? Project datelines are all around the same time? Zenia, Zenia, look at what you've got yourself into? That's what you get when you didn't grasp MA concepts well. I'm feeling as though I can't do this. I'm afraid. Like, what if I don't do well for all the 4 modules? I know that I'd be disappointing everyone, including myself. So in return, I'm telling myself that I can do this, and it will be a piece of cake, a walk in the park.
I should push aside all my negative thoughts and just do them. I've only got myself to blame for the poor, lack of responsibilities for my own studies. I am at fault. As such, I should do them without complaints.
Come on Zenia, you can do it! |
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